Last month I have been preparing to draw better. I've searched for ways to improve and move to a higher level of drawing. but in the last few days i've gone rock bottom. The truth is I had also been looking for a motivation to spark up what i want to draw. To let everything inside of me out into a piece of paper. All there was to find is an empty feeling of frustration and well, loneliness. yeah, my parents don't exactly care of what i do and my friends all they want to do is hang out and play fighting games. the things is that i don't really have the motivation right now because i lost it.
who ever is out there reading my journal answer me
After many days re-making everything i lost, i finally have time to get back on track and submit art. i will summit every work that i will be doing for the next 2 months so that i can star making a name for myself. This means i have to step up my game and build from fan art to original. drawings of any anime i like or any other demands will be submitted. once i have a name here at deviant art im going to publish all of the manga. i hope all of this goes well so im going to do my best.
on another note:
im going to sent Christmas cards this year with my art work on it to my friends. There are more things like; getting into A-kon to sell art w
I left with my friends to watch a movie and I ended up hanging out with them late at night. Suddlently i got a call from my brother cursing out "they stole our f$%&ing stuff!" Yep someone broke into the house and stole a lot of stuff including my laptop. it had all the work to the manga i was putting in.
Yeah it was unfortunate that all i had work for is now gone. i did have a back up but its like 25% of all the work i had saved up to be published. Its also really old data that i didnt bother to update it. sigh...i feel really sad and insecure too. damn, my work and peace of mind are gone. sigh...
Well its back to the drawing board and redo
Work? Hehe same here. Although it wont be long before I get one. Im doing odd jobs every now and then...right now im resting. I dislocated my ankle so I cant do much. What job are u looking for?